Sunday, March 18, 2018
What do you guys want from this blog going forward? I know I could’ve made a poll for this but Id much rather hear from some of you in the comments.
So yeah. What kinda stuff do you wanna see? This isn’t so much a request drive as it is an idea drive. Do you want more one shot captions? Longer stories? That kinda thing! I’ve made some close friends through this blog that I can make caps for my and their pleasure on the side. So I want this blog to really be something for the people that read and comment.
So let me hear it. I’m listening!
at 10:06 AM
Thursday, March 15, 2018
I know I know. "What the fuck. Another post where he whines about his miserable life?" Sorry, but I thought I'd kinda give an update on me since it felt good the last time I did it. So apologies. You'll get your caps soon enough. I promise.
Good news is that I've started seeing a therapist. Which has been awesome. Getting to talk about this kinda stuff is really good and I'm realizing that holding it in for as long as I did was only hurting me more. So that's a plus. Negative side and it's a pretty bad one that I'm not proud of. Last night I had another bad attack. I don't know what brought it on but my mind was back in the bad place and I didn't know what to do.
Luckily and obviously. Nothing happened. But I did spend half the night laying in my apartment hallway. Not feeling great but I'm still here. Of course the angel was there first thing in the morning to talk me back to earth and that's where I am right now. Like I said in the post a few days ago, I have a lot of work to do and I'm going to stumble along the way but hopefully I have the right people around me to help me get there. (She hates when I talk about her here. So let's just shhhhhhhhh. Okay? Between you and me dear reader.)
I'm working on it. On my health and more content for this blog but we all know what comes first.
Oh! Biiiiig thanks to a longtime reader that decided to send me an e-mail saying that he wished I killed myself. Thanks for giving me another reason to keep going, so I can spit in your face.
(I swear I'm not a petty man.)
at 8:52 AM
Tuesday, March 13, 2018
Wednesday, March 7, 2018
Imagine if you will, a captioner sitting back and throwing ideas with another captioner until it was far too late. Now, imagine if said captioner decided to turn one of their silly ideas into a 40 part caption series.
(Made this awhile ago. Thought it was fun....and I'm lazy and need content for the blog. So here you go. 40 caps. I love everyone in this series I promise!)
Tuesday, March 6, 2018
Hey! What's up. CelebSwap here.
I know I've been in and out, here and back for awhile now. I just feel like I owe you an explanation for why my capping has slowed down so much and why I've been away.
Okay. I'm gonna try to put as simply as I can. My life has been a roller coaster ride through hell for
the past 2 years. I've lost family members, pets, friends. It all just left me without the passion to make captions for the blog. I loved interacting with the community and talking with people who also enjoy these types of stories but every time I tried to make something for the blog itself, I just couldn't.
With all the the stuff happening in my life, I found myself in a really dark place. I was at the end of my rope and felt like I had nowhere to go. Everything that once made me happy was just bringing me down. I felt hopeless for a long time. Around the end of last year, I had serious thoughts about
suicide and I'm a little ashamed of that. I was weak, I was hurting and I didn't know what to do.
Luckily. Someone came out of left field and gave me an outlet to find happiness again. A girl that I had met before through the TG writing community but never knew just how good of a person she was until we started talking more and more. She made me feel so special and loved. In a way that I can't really put into words. She saved my life. She knows who she is and I hope she's not too embarrassed by me talking about her here. (Whatever. She'll get over it. lol)
I've been feeling better but I know I'm not out of the woods yet. I'm taking every step to make myself better and have fun again. I've really enjoyed coming back and doing a few caps here. More so enjoying the feedback from you readers! It really made me feel like I was back in a good place.
Sorry for the rambling post. I just thought I owed you all an explanation. I'm not saying I'm back for good and never leaving again. But I am saying that I'm alive and feeling alright.
at 12:52 PM